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[30 Jan 2007|11:17pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

ugghh... i need my phone to ring and it be you i wnat to talk to you, i want to see you, i wnat to kiss you and know that everything is going to be ok, cause right now i dnt know if its going to be ok and i dnt know if your ok and thats the part that is killing me the most.. i hate that i didnt get the call befor.. i miss you babe! i wnt to know its me..god damn.. i need my phone to ring!!!!! i am going to go crazy.. my hand is killing me my head is killing me and not talking to you is killing me... i cant wait till thursday.. i wnt thursday to be here.. and see you talk to you adn be in your arms.. but with my life is waht i really wnat going to happen? is this one thing going to go my way??? </3

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shinning star [06 Jan 2007|02:19am]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | I'll Be by edwin Mclain ]

there is always that one star in the sky that is shinning down and you know its just for you.. and at the end of the day i am hoping that there is the star in the sky for me and then i relized it is you! ur my shinning star!

 there is always that soemone .. that u know is there and there your shinning star and i know who it is in my life.. its lisa she is my shining star she is the one that i know is stilll there for me and is my shinning star!

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DaMn It [03 Jan 2007|01:14am]
WOW so i am not sure what is going on in my life any more
there is just something i guess i just cant explain 
i cnt turn my mind off nemore
its just not going to stop in my head
it sucks that one person that says 
they care and gives a fuck about you
can say one thing in the world that 
you hate the most about ur self 
the one thing i cant stand most about 
myself this person can say it to me 
it fucking hurts soo much 
i dnt understand 
no one is worth my tears
and he is deffently not 
but i ask my self..
 why do i  cry? 
i dnt knwo what to do or say 
and i am not sure why i even care 
but then i relize what he siad aobut 
me is what hurts not him just what he said 
and then the guy now that i care about wont 
say a word to me cause of my "best friend"
and i dnt know what to do there.. i wnat 
him in my life and now it seams like i am not 
going to get it.. what the hell am i going to do
what am i going to do i feel like.. i am just 
competing with myself and life.. 
and i dnt like that feeling.. 
what am i doing.. 
what is going on with me ?
what is this aobut? 
and why does this have to happen.. 
why did any of this happen?
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nothing else matters... [06 Nov 2006|02:14am]
[ mood | apathetic ]
[ music | jewel ]

nothing else matters..

well any more

at least

well hollween 06 was not what i expected

but in the end i spent it with someone

that i LOVE

he never the less is always there for me..

and i love him everyday

for that LOVE

life is full of suprises..

you never know whats

going to happen next

in the end

i have been thinking

yet again like i do..

i just keep reminding

myself each and every,

second

of every minute

of every hour

of every day

that i need to

take each day one day at a time

who knows whats going to come tomorro or

the GREAT people your going to meet at the end

of the night

i can say i have met some great

people this weekend

and it makes it a lil better

each and every day

i had a great weekend  

and to say the least i needed it

just take  everything step by step

I cant help what happens

In this life or the next

But I do know

That I can try and make it

The best I can

I want you to

Remenber

Think about me

In the end

I hope you think about

Me as much as I thnk

About you

Do think about how

 stupid this is..

I hope you do

But then in the back of my head  

I  know you don’t and

I guess that’s fine..

I wish I could say it was for

Sure fine.. but its not

But in the end the bad

Out ways the good

RIGHT!

Well in the end I

Can just staire

Everyone

In the face and

Smile and say

I great/fine/ok

Whatever word

I feel like

Using in the moment

And then its left at that

But in the end of the

Night

I hope there is someone

Out there that will never

Feel the pain and

Sadnees I’ve been

Feeling..

Again I have met

Great people this weekend

And at this moment  I owe

The slight happinees that

I am feeling to all of them !!!

And you all know who you are

  

Good night..

And always remenber just breath,

slow down,

strep by step

and it will all paly out


well maybe

XOXOXO

<3333


 

 

 

 

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[02 Jul 2006|10:03pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | friends ]


"Words to your mom's we came to drop bombs!!!!" 


my brandon (right) and jamison (left_love of my life) ahah 

more pic from the parting done in the last 2 weeks comming soon.. ahah



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[25 May 2006|06:06pm]
[ mood | blah ]

ok soo i was watching boy meets world today and wow its crazy topanga and cory meet when they were 5 and.. and fell in love and were happy together for the rest of there lives like wow i dont think that can actually happen in the realy world like there are thoughs storys about meeting when they were kid's then leave and going there sepret ways then coming back to each othat and i mean cory and topanga were appart for sometime but it was like 2-4 months and then just went right back to each other.. i dnt know where i was going with this but i just find it weird like wow.. is the really possible in the real world today.. ???

soo ok my 11th grade year is going to be offically done the 6th 
and wow i am going in to 12th grade and its scary i am scared of whats going to happen like i know its suppost to be the greatest year of high school hanging out haveing and good time with ur firend PROM.. but really that year is going to go by soo fast our heads are going to spin.. i think i just wnat the world to stop for a moment cause i dnt knw what i am going to do for the rest of my life.. i mean i know it is tottaly ok not knowing what i want to do for the rest of my life but i thni k i am going to be most scard of whats going to happen though i wnat to go to ny but i mean what i am going to do there i want to go there cause i love it there and i am happy there.. but i mean.. i mean like wow i am going to be a senior in high school i remenber thinking about.. it when i was in the 5th grade and i was tottaly excited and now i am like what the fuck is going on.. the world is moving a lil too quickley i just think it is sometime i just dnt wnat to go in to the real world thats all.. but then i am excited to go.. too gett away and just live my life.. i mean i tottaly know my life is going to change in the next year (school year that is) and it is i might end up changing evething i had planed well at lest the lil i did have planed in my life.. i dont know i guess it is just i had to say about how i fell about it.. i dotn know it will be instering to find out what's going to happen... i can deffently say it will be fun and a roller coaster.. and whats weird.. is that i am soo excited.. that its going to happen.. i mean again it is senior year..

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[14 May 2006|12:17am]
[ mood | happy ]

for the 
first time 
in a year 
i am happy 
and i cant belive it 
its just amaizing and 
even ppl at work have 
noticed that i am happy 
its great there is nothing 
greater then this right now 
i cnt belive how i am feeling 
its all crazy all around me but when 
i am with u i am happy.. and u just make 
me feel amaizing there is nothing better then 
u in my life i cant belive that i have u in my life ur the 
best thing that has happened to me  and i love u for it.. 
&hearts; 


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life.. [09 May 2006|10:50pm]

“Memory is a way of holding on to the things you love, the thinks you are, and the things you never want to lose."
-Kevin Arnold




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[22 Feb 2006|11:22pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | freeks and geeks ]

i have had the best day untill i come home.. there is nothing rong about today.. it was amaizing.. and i would not trade any of it for anything... except when i came to this place that i am suppost to call home... but it is anything but..  i dont know where i am quoting this from but "i never knew anybody could light up my day till i saw u smile"  i never new i could be soo happy and content with just sitting there with u not saying much just being there.. i am soo happy.. i cant even come close to how i feel and how much i like him..  i dont think i have ever been so happy









oo and i know where that quote is from it is a walk to remenber haha

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FUCK THIS ALL [11 Feb 2006|11:04pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

i miss the way things were i just wish i could go back to the way it all was it was good then and i would not be as unhappy with it all.. i just want to go back to the place that is home that is were i want to go back.. too... 18945 Hart st. that is were it all made sence and it was wonderful! i wish thoughs days would come back to me.. will they ever.. i wish i could just go back in time and remenber every moment there and be happy again..

2believe in fairies |i do i do

i dont.. [26 Sep 2005|10:41pm]
 i dont have the answers to the world..  
i do i do

[12 Mar 2005|11:12pm]

RERADE THIS.....DONT LETS UR PARENTS GET CAUGHT IN THIS.... )

1believe in fairies |i do i do

no life [11 Jan 2005|09:55pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | the show committed ]

ok well i am bored i have nothing to do....no homework at all talk about at stupid day i get out early adn i had nothing to do no  where to go oman... talk about no life... DAMN!!! lol but yeah...i am watching the new show committed and oman it is so good!!!! LMAO it is great so yeah i am going to go adn watch the rest of my show laters all...
 
 
 

i hate everything about you  )

3believe in fairies |i do i do

[10 Dec 2004|09:16pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | medical investigation ]

ahhhh...so bored...i have nothing to do till sunday....which is a bummer adn i have to babysit my lil sister in the moring tomorro.. so that sux then i am homealone for a cople of hours which i am goign to take to do home work cause sunday i have the party which i still dont have somebody to go w/me **sigh** yeah netaker??? hahaha lol but yeah no idotn have nebody to go wit.**tear** 

but yeah umm it was great today i hung out with issy matt adn gina at lunch adn it was great like...matt adn issy disited to roll around and now that i think about it i am nto sure y but they were LOL it was so funny though!!! LMAO ok well then me adn issy were like holding hand like across from each other i am nto sure y but we were and then matt diseited to jump on our arms so we would hold him but it did nto worked out as he planed cause like he just fell like right hrough our arms to the ground it was so great!!! lmao!!! god i dotn know if it made sence when i just wrote it but god it was funny when it happened! hahaha...

 

well yeah i wish that somebody was recording it god it would of been funny to have on tape of that hahah lol!... so yeah umm i donno how is everybody???....THANKS SONNIK!!! (when i read ur answers it made me feel special...thanks love u sonnik)So yeah umm ok well yeah nikki brought my camera today so i can upload the pic from  the field trip yeah !!! ok so here they are adn everybody needs to look at them!!!  **caugh **caugh ** sonnik!

 

 

it happened at the getty  )

18believe in fairies |i do i do

hey [24 May 2004|09:38pm]
[ mood | not felling to good ]
[ music | eminem hailie's song ]

well ya i love this song.... and i love jeremy so much ................!!!!

Album: The Eminem Show (2002)
Song: Hailie's Song

Intro: Yo I can't sing…but I feel like singing. I want to fuckin' sing…cuz I'm happy…yea…I'm happy. I got my baby back…yo…check it out...

Verse 1: Somedays I sit staring out the window, watchin' this world pass me by Sometimes I think there's nothin' to live for. I almost break down and cry. Sometimes I think I'm crazy. I'm crazy, oh so crazy. Why am I here? Am I just wasting my time But then I see my baby, suddenly I'm not crazy. It all makes sense when I look into her eyes
Chorus: Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders. Everyone's leaning on me Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's almost over, but then she comes back to me.

Verse 2: My baby girl keeps getting' older. I watch her grow up with pride. People make jokes cuz they don't understand me, they just don't see my real side I act like shit don't phase me, inside it drives me crazy. My insecurities could eat me alive But then I see my baby, suddenly I'm not crazy. It all makes sense when I look in her eyes. 

Verse 3: Man, if I could sing, I'd keep singin' this song to my daughter. If I could hit the notes, I'd blow something as long as my father to show her how I feel about her. How proud I am that I got her. God, I'm a daddy, I'm so glad that her mom didn't *censored* (want her) Now you probably get this picture from my public persona that I'ma pistol packin' drug addict who bags on his mama. But I wanna to just take this time out to be perfectly honest, cuz there's a lot of shit I keep bottled that hurts deep inside of my soul. And just know that I grow colder the older I grow. This boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold, and this load is like the weight of the world, and I think my neck is breakin'. Should I just give up or try to live up to these expectations? Now look, I love my daughter more than life in itself, but I got a wife that's determined to make my life livin' hell. But I handle it well, given the circumstances I'm dealt. So many chances, man, it's too bad - could have had someone else But the years that I've wasted is nothing to the tears that I've tasted, so here's what I'm facin'…3 felonies, 6 years of probation. I've went to jail for this woman, I've been to bat for this woman. I've taken bats to people's backs, bent over backwards for this woman. Man, I should have seen it coming. What did I stick my penis up in? Wouldn't have ripped the pre-nup up if I'da seen what she was fuckin.' But fuck it, it's over. There's no more reason to cry no more. I got my baby, baby the only lady that I adore (Hailie). So sayonara, try tommorra, nice to know ya. Our baby's traveled back to the arms of her rightful owner. And suddenly it seems like my shoulder blades have just shifted. It's like the greatest gift you could get. The weight has been lifted.

Chorus: Outro Told you I can't sing..Oh well... I tried... Hailie, remember when I said if you ever need anything, Daddy would be right there? Guess what? Daddy's here, and I ain't going nowhere, baby. I love you…(kiss)

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[22 May 2004|11:19pm]
[ mood | bored ]

so ya waz up everybody i am bord as hell and life is truley over rated... ok well i ttyl to u all later

1believe in fairies |i do i do

blah [18 May 2004|06:04pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | David Craig _ walking away ]

Well today waz a pretty good day but now i am leaving to go work out i will bbl.... AND IF BUSH WINS RE_ALECTION ME AND CLAIR R MOVING TO ENGLAND AND BECOMING TOUR GUIDS.... if u want u can comment on it...

1believe in fairies |i do i do

fuckin [16 May 2004|02:00pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

FUCKIN MELISSA WRIGHT A FUCKING BOOK CAUSE I DONT CARE....OK so ya that is pretty much what is goin gto here and have a great cali day ever1!!!!!!!!! HHEHEHEHEH LOL LOL LOL

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[15 May 2004|12:09pm]
[ mood | dorky ]
[ music | more than a feeling by Boston if u did not know ]

well all i have to say is ...... More that a feeling.. I looked out this morning and the sun was gone Turned on some music to start my day I lost myself in a familiar song I closed my eyes and I slipped away It's more than a feeling, when I hear that old song they used to play (more than a feeling) I begin dreaming (more than a feeling) 'till I see Marianne walk away I see my Marianne walkin' away So many people have come and gone Their faces fade as the years go by Yet I still recall as I wander on as clear as the sun in the summer sky It's more than a feeling, when I hear that old song they used to play (more than a feeling) I begin dreaming (more than a feeling) 'till I see Marianne walk away I see my Marianne walkin' away When I'm tired and thinking cold I hide in my music, forget the day and dream of a girl I used to know I closed my eyes and she slipped away She slipped awa y. She slipped away. It's more than a feeling, when I hear that old song they used to play (more than a feeling) I begin dreaming (more than a feeling) 'till I see Marianne walk away I see my Marianne walkin' away (Scholz)

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tired [14 May 2004|03:25pm]
[ mood | hot ]
[ music | Maria Maria By C. Santana ]

TGIF............well i am glad testing is done 4 thing week and i am so tired and hotttt......y is it so hot???

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